Well yesterday I had a small meltdown, walking around aimlessly, baby on and off crying, poorly hubby sitting down and lots needing doing. I just couldn't seem to focus and when I did the baby started crying and making lots of noise again. Some would say just to leave her "she'll be ok", but I can't do that with mine, partly for myself and her and partly because of my poor hubby...her noise makes him feel worse than he already does. He's already poorly enough, I'm not adding to that if I can help it. So anyway, I ended up upstairs on the bed having a little cry. Hubby got up and started on dinner, but by the time I'd got myself together to go downstairs and help he'd had a 'funny turn' and needed to lie down on the kitchen floor for fear of falling down. He was there for quite some time and so I finished dinner and he just about managed to stand again to come sit for dinner. It was quite upsetting to think how I'd been feeling moments before and how he'd been feeling too. I sat on the kitchen floor with him feeling really down. We managed the rest of the day by just doing what was necessary and now today I'm feeling more positive and hoping to get some jobs done.
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