We went for the scan and to cut a long story short, she told us and showed us there was nothing there. Did I get it wrong, was the positive test result incorrect? If not when did my baby leave me? Was it the 'clot' on Sunday or was that just the remains of a placenta?? Do I even need the answers to these questions that are running through my head and sending me dizzy??
Back to the nurse that booked us in, she was very gentle and kind, took a wee sample for a pg/hormone test which showed up positive for pregnancy hormones still, not surprisingly she said. Next step to make sure everything goes back to normal is to have a blood test straight away then another on Thursday to check again. I just have to wait for call from hospital with results and whether they need to do anything else or not. But as the scan showed that there wasn't anything there she didn't think they would need to do anything else.
Will and I left the hospital... numb, I guess. We'd kinda expected it but of course were hoping we were wrong. So what now? We just had to go home and start 'dealing with it', finding out how we felt, the process of grieving, etc. What a confusing time.
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