Saturday, 9 May 2009

Trying to make sense of myself

It's been a good day today, but how is that possible? It's not even a week since we KNEW of our loss! Is this normal? I have had a few wobbles, just the odd moment where I could have sunk if I had the time or space, but it soon went away with my distractions. It just feels odd to not have had a cry today. I wonder what tomorrow will bring? Will it be the same? Will I cry again? It doesn't feel like I've cried enough given the what/who I've lost!

I'm grateful to Father for how today has gone. I wanted to be able to enjoy the company of my friends this afternoon, and I did :) It just feels odd to me right now.

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